so little time seems to be a theme song for me right now. Seems like I had all these great plans for this deployment, but well that didn't work out the way I thought so now as the deployment is coming to a close, I feel like I am scurrying around to finish things. I love that I had ambitions. I love that I tried to keep up with some of them. I am not proud of the fact that I wasn't able to stick with a fitness plan. Depression is a part of my life and with that involves emotional eating. But this week I finally realized that the plan that I had was not working out, so now I'm going back to tracking my food in a food journal. I did rather well the last time I used a food journal, so here's to hoping.
Thank goodness Homecoming is almost here. I have really missed Hubs and I know that D has too.
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Saturday, June 2, 2012
time to make some changes
Well I've been hiding out so to speak for awhile now. I made a post to FB yesterday, and was touched by my friend's responses.
It's not even just hiding out from people here, it's also been hiding out from social media. I use to be on twitter a lot, and now I do post some things to FB, but not as often as I use to. I use to even blog more. I'm still trying to figure out what is going on with that. I know that I've been trying to spend more time with D, I've been reading and doing more Bible study, but still I feel like I've fallen off the whole planet. So as a goal, I'm working to be more present online (when I'm not busy with D or my other things) and catch up with my offline and online friends. Friends are so important, and I've been neglecting that. I hate imposing myself on others, but if I don't ask, then I wont know. So, even though I plan on being more present in social media, my "in-real-life" relationships will be worked on first and foremost :). I miss chatting with people and keeping up with everyone and I'm planning on fixing that. Please bare with me while I work on this. :) Thanks for always being there for me
Sometimes I just don't understand me. I like to be social and be around people (and out of the house), but seems like I've just become a homebody (when we don't have the few things we do). I miss friends, I miss being around people, and I miss adult conversation and having D play with others. I hate that I've not been a better friend and mama. And I hate that I just can't seem to suck it up and ask. But if I'm going to get better, I need to make amends and get out there and see people. Here's to hoping that I'm able to do it.
It's not even just hiding out from people here, it's also been hiding out from social media. I use to be on twitter a lot, and now I do post some things to FB, but not as often as I use to. I use to even blog more. I'm still trying to figure out what is going on with that. I know that I've been trying to spend more time with D, I've been reading and doing more Bible study, but still I feel like I've fallen off the whole planet. So as a goal, I'm working to be more present online (when I'm not busy with D or my other things) and catch up with my offline and online friends. Friends are so important, and I've been neglecting that. I hate imposing myself on others, but if I don't ask, then I wont know. So, even though I plan on being more present in social media, my "in-real-life" relationships will be worked on first and foremost :). I miss chatting with people and keeping up with everyone and I'm planning on fixing that. Please bare with me while I work on this. :) Thanks for always being there for me
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